Computer Science students, likes to draw and do some Martial arts.
Yogyakarta, Indonesia
Background Illustrations provided by: http://edison.rutgers.edu/
"Love is the highest art. In ancient times you trained so hard, not for the sake of killing people, but for the love of your family, for the love of your mother, your father, your children, your tribe, and your body. it is the love of life. That’s why we train so hard, so you can preserve life." - Dan Inosanto

"Love is the highest art. In ancient times you trained so hard, not for the sake of killing people, but for the love of your family, for the love of your mother, your father, your children, your tribe, and your body. it is the love of life. That’s why we train so hard, so you can preserve life." - Dan Inosanto

Sajak Penyesalan

Malam semakin kelam

Udara pun terasa semakin berat

Hariku terasa begitu sepi

Angan – anganku pun melambung tinggi

Melintasi cakrawala

Menembus langit di angkasa

Akupun seketika tersadar

Dan beranjak dari lamunanku



Rasanya begitu sangat menyakitkan

Aku hanya bertemankan dengan semilir angin

Firasatku mengatakan

Ini adalah penyesalanku

Fenomena yang begitu kelabu



Masih saja kusesali

Usahaku yang tak berarti

Rasanya ingin aku kembali

Agar tidak berakhir seperti ini

Zaman pun telah berganti

Zaman tak seperti dulu lagi

Aku tahu semua tak akan terulang lagi

tanpa perjuangan yang benar – benar berarti

The Right One

have you ever been in love? have you ever had your heartbroken? and have you ever wondered why do we have to end up being hurt with going out with the wrong person? How do we know when she’s the one? the right one.

I watch a movie named “Question for Ben” the movie quoted : ” How do you know that she’s the ‘one’? | well, you don’t, but you make her the ‘one’.”

that line got me realize, it might be true. I keep thinking about that. after one day I read a manga,

well, I forgot the title. ha ha. there is one time that the protagonist (middle school student) is in love with a troublemaker girl in his class, and one of his friend told him something like “Just give up, you’re not match with her, a girl like that just want to experience love like in the movies and then they will switch guys just like that.” the protagonist seems to be agree with that. but no matter how it is, he still love her and he keeps going after her.

and then I come to this conclusion

"Well, I may not know if she’s the ‘one’ but then how do we figure it out if we never try to make her the ‘one’. if it means that I am going to be hurt someday, then so be it. It’s better that way or I’ll regret for not following my heart"

being hurt is not that bad, what bad is when you stop trying because of being afraid of getting hurt and end up missing the best part of life. :)

Aku - Kamu - Kita - Mereka.

sebelum aku jadi mahasiswa Ilkomp, ak masih tetaplah mahasiswa MIPA, sebelumnya identitasku masih tetap mahasiswa UGM, sebelum nya lagi aku masih warga Indonesia, dan sebelumnya lagi aku tetap umat manusia. begitu juga dengan kalian kan?

apakah kita masih perlu alasan untuk tidak bermusuhan?

apakah kita masih perlu alasan untuk tidak saling menjatuhkan?

apakah kita masih perlu alasan untuk saling memaafkan dan bersatu?

tidakkah kalian melihat bahwa kita semua sama?

kita berdiri di atas bumi yang sama, dibawah langit, bintang, bulan dan matahari yang sama. bukalah mata kalian.

masih belum terlihatkah oleh kalian?

lihat sekeliling, bila kau masih belum bisa melihatnya, maka carilah tempat yang lebih tinggi dan lihatlah, dan aku yakin kau akan menemukan jawabannya disana.

jangan puas dengan lingkungan mu sekarang, dunia itu masih sangat luas. aku percaya Allah menciptakan berbagai perbedaan bukan untuk kita saling menjatuhkan, tapi supaya kita mampu belajar melihat dimana di atas jutaan perbedaan kita tetaplah sama.

Power is nothing when you don’t have strength to bear it, the courage to use it, and the wisdom to decide how you’re gonna use it.